So I guess I don’t even know how to be upset the right way…

Most people get upset and they wish hell on the person who made them upset. I, on the other had, can’t do that. I get upset because of other people and then end up blaming myself. I never hope the other person gets hurt. I don’t want any harm to go their way. Usually, I just want them to be happy, even when I’m upset. Why can’t I just be upset them and tell them to get hit by a bus? No. I get upset and I say “whatever”. I can’t wish hell on anyone who I’ve ever considered my friend, no, that’s just not how it works in my world. So I guess I don’t even know how to be upset the right way…

self rant random upset whatever hell fuck this done i don't even know

Done.

I’m done with people who keep me from happiness, I’m done with stressing out over everything, I’m done with worrying about the opinions of hypocrites, I’m done with always being tired, I’m done with having to focus on tomorrow rather then enjoying today, but most of all, I’m done with saying I’m done with things I’m not actually done with.

Done self story t